to love and to hate
to hurt and to heal
to be down on the floor without words to say
to feel helpless at the end of everyday
to cry when there are no more tears left
to bring to justice your hearts' theft
with the empty place in your soul dying slowly
its disgusting to watch, but oh so lovely
to clutch with both hands something thats not there
to scream for justice when the world is just unfair
to bear the pain when the body has given up long ago
to hear the sounds in your touch witout being awake
to sleep with black and white when the worlds in color
to imagine yourself being the tallest when your only smaller
to wait around when impatience has taken over
no, you dont know what that feels like at all.
Nice, apres.
lilyy277 Member
Joined: 01 Oct 2008 Posts: 64
Posted Mon Oct 06, 2008
eyOjuiCy wrote:
lol thank you kyank<3
awh your welcome<3
eyOjuiCy Supreme Member
Joined: 02 Jun 2008 Posts: 1738
Posted Mon Oct 06, 2008
spasiba spasiba (: <3!
_________________ & im something exotic, yurr juss plain&simple. herez a ladder dawg, now step yurr game up !
Muffin Guest
Posted Tue Oct 07, 2008
wow tik..youve been busy lol
i shall read them alll later<33333
eyOjuiCy Supreme Member
Joined: 02 Jun 2008 Posts: 1738
Posted Tue Oct 07, 2008
haha. yeah kyank <3
_________________ & im something exotic, yurr juss plain&simple. herez a ladder dawg, now step yurr game up !
eyOjuiCy Supreme Member
Joined: 02 Jun 2008 Posts: 1738
Posted Thu Oct 09, 2008
Da da dum, daa da dee, da la lum
Songs I used to sing long ago
Seems like yesterday I was alive now im not there
Something came in-between , its been wrong for so long
Patched up scars never went away
Stung everytime the sun looked down
Burned the skin when the rain fell hard
I don’t wanna feel this anymore.
It was yesterday when I smiled, was it not
Yesterday I knew you, or so I thought
Anger inside, it will break out soon enough
Make a sculpture of hatred and blood for all to see
I got to say, it has taken over me, mind, soul, being of me
I should be sleeping, I hate my nightmares coming true
But weakness dominates the body sometimes, there’s nothing to do
I wonder ‘what if’, ‘what about’, but that’s just an allusion
Not present in reality, when you lied to me in actuality
I don’t care, I gotta say, I don’t care, I don’t
I would think that stars shine bright for me
Since you told them do shine just for me
I’d think the world keeps spinning cuz you made it that way
I know they were just stories, its okay
The story goes on, one letter at a time
The song keeps playing…da da dee da dumm <3
_________________ & im something exotic, yurr juss plain&simple. herez a ladder dawg, now step yurr game up !
ThaR3al3stSixx26 Member
Joined: 30 Jun 2008 Posts: 99 Location: pasadena
Posted Sat Oct 25, 2008
My life is like the fire of a candle just blown out
full of secerets misery happinees and the doubt
all fullfills the sky when my heart pours out
we all strive to survive to come up from inside
no more hesitation in sight our destination arives
to slip n slide our life slowly subsides
on the level with hell when our god denies
after my viens are dry im perpetualy pumped with poisin
my flesh has rotten, my mind has already forgotten
dry of all that we had took us from happy to sad
i know once was soarin but now im mournin
what has this world come to my feelings, im pourin
so i apply supplication to my omnipotenet destination
no more resignation my mind will be viligant with no hesitation
they induced me, more like introduced me to hell and the rage
my families the only one who alleviated my paain
i arbitrated wether or not i was still sane
the cloud never left me it always seems to rain
sunshinebaby Member
Joined: 30 Jul 2008 Posts: 41 Location: mud mojo.
Posted Sun Nov 02, 2008
ThaR3al3stSixx26 wrote:
My life is like the fire of a candle just blown out
full of secerets misery happinees and the doubt
all fullfills the sky when my heart pours out
we all strive to survive to come up from inside
no more hesitation in sight our destination arives
to slip n slide our life slowly subsides
on the level with hell when our god denies
after my viens are dry im perpetualy pumped with poisin
my flesh has rotten, my mind has already forgotten
dry of all that we had took us from happy to sad
i know once was soarin but now im mournin
what has this world come to my feelings, im pourin
so i apply supplication to my omnipotenet destination
no more resignation my mind will be viligant with no hesitation
they induced me, more like introduced me to hell and the rage
my families the only one who alleviated my paain
i arbitrated wether or not i was still sane
the cloud never left me it always seems to rain
i rely like it
can relate to it alot
sunshinebaby Member
Joined: 30 Jul 2008 Posts: 41 Location: mud mojo.
Posted Sun Nov 02, 2008
eyOjuiCy wrote:
Da da dum, daa da dee, da la lum
Songs I used to sing long ago
Seems like yesterday I was alive now im not there
Something came in-between , its been wrong for so long
Patched up scars never went away
Stung everytime the sun looked down
Burned the skin when the rain fell hard
I don’t wanna feel this anymore.
It was yesterday when I smiled, was it not
Yesterday I knew you, or so I thought
Anger inside, it will break out soon enough
Make a sculpture of hatred and blood for all to see
I got to say, it has taken over me, mind, soul, being of me
I should be sleeping, I hate my nightmares coming true
But weakness dominates the body sometimes, there’s nothing to do
I wonder ‘what if’, ‘what about’, but that’s just an allusion
Not present in reality, when you lied to me in actuality
I don’t care, I gotta say, I don’t care, I don’t
I would think that stars shine bright for me
Since you told them do shine just for me
I’d think the world keeps spinning cuz you made it that way
I know they were just stories, its okay
The story goes on, one letter at a time
The song keeps playing…da da dee da dumm <3
hehehe i loveu tard <3
tupac Guest
Posted Sun Nov 02, 2008
i buy for you mercedes
i buy for you mayonaise
eyOjuiCy Supreme Member
Joined: 02 Jun 2008 Posts: 1738
Posted Thu Nov 06, 2008
will you fly with me ? can you fly with me ?
will you soar with me in the air ?
will you baby ? would you baby ?
its been so long since i flew last time
i have forgot how, but ill learn with you
all over agaiin
its been so long since i flew so high
ill learn it all again, come with me
baby will you fly with me ? fly with me.
the feeling is so real, but i cant describe
rush of energy, pumps my heart
floats me up when im flowing away
catches me when im running away
takes me up so high, i wanna fly
fly with me, fly with me.
my wings i trust, i dont trust me
fly with me, i promise it will last
i need to fly, i need to leave
come fly with me.
wish i wont get lost again, since ur with me
lead my way, ill follow
fly. i wont wonder off with my clouds this time
i forgot how to fly, we'll learn together
but
will you fly with me ? can you fly with me ?
race the birds with me, cry in the rain with me
it wont be long before i disappear, and you'll start looking
so take my hand, & fly with me.
_________________ & im something exotic, yurr juss plain&simple. herez a ladder dawg, now step yurr game up !
